Dead

All I want in life is to be happy (happy) It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Everytime I get ahead I feel more dead

Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired, my time, is gone today. You flirt with suicide, sometimes, that's ok. Hear what others say, I'm here, standing hollow... Falling away from me, falling away from me. Day, is here fading, that's when, I would say. I flirt with suicide, sometimes kill the pain. I can't always say: "It's gonna be better tomorrow". Falling away from me, falling away from me.
Beating me down, beating me, beating me down, down, into the ground, screamings of sound. Beating me, beating me down, down, into the ground (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) Slow it down
Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me
Down, down Into the ground
Pressuring me, they won't go away So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground

Trash
How did it start? Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking These little girls, they make me feel so goddam exhilerated I fill them up, I can't give it up The pain, I'm just erasing I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why its hurts me All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away Just throw you away

4 U
This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think it's about me I'm about to break
Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life, of misery and hate? You will never know What I've done for you
What you are Got me through I'd do it for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you

Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free
Goddam you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Tell me, how could this fade? I am going in insane And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free
Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame I'm not insane The things I feel now Aren't the same
Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks? I just know one thing I won't give up
Everyone just let me be
Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Be there, for me

Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much much shit around me Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (it's all the same)
I want something to do Need to feel sickness In You
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh made me bad
All I do is look for you I need a fix You need it to Just to get some sort of attention... Attention
What does it mean to you? For me, it's somthing I just do I want something I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh made me bad

It's Gonna Go Away
Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold And I got a life, I live it up I live it up (It's gonna go away)
I don't want this to go away (go away) I'm so scared (oh so scared) I can't think of going on
We all crumble We crumble under pressure (pressure) Pressure (pressure)
(It's gonna go away) .... go live it up We're livin it up

Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!
Each day, more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try
Should I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for
Please just let it go All our heads are blown Let's take the stage And remember why we play for
No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me I wish they'd just..
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for
Please just let it go All our heads are blown Let's take the stage And remember why we play for
Remember why we play for

Am I Going Crazy
Am I going crazy? Am I insane and dazed? Am I too lost to face it? And what will it cost To escape? Nothing is right I'm so scared

Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see) All my life has been (taken) taken This demon (haunts me) haunts me They're waiting (help me) Help me
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
Hey Daddy
They are taking me Away Biting Facing him (what soul) My soul They're eating (help me) Please help me
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
They say this thing inside me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them
Hey daddy (waiting)

Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you win I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all that you hide Thought you my friend Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not just for me
Giving you with this and that Giving gave me nothing back It's all related to All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I am nothing
I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not just for me
I look, a sign I need someone Inside, to help me out With what Im trying I'm crying I'm frying In a pile of
Shit I'm dying I'm dying I'M DYING
I need somebody (SOMEONE), somebody (SOMEBODY), someone
I need somebody (SOMEONE), somebody (SOMEBODY), someone
Someone

No Way
Lately things won't go my way Lately everything is grey It feels like something It feels like nothing
So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No it's nothing
So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but give up Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait To give them these feelings of hating Keeping inside me For all to take
Picking at me They're ripping at me Ripping at me
So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way
To live this way

Let's Get This Party Started
When it's crying Take me on second place Which you don't often find
I see a family walking Always thinking of Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down In a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me Please give me some of it back The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you
Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign
Time is ticking It makes me feel content With what I have inside
Constant paranoia Surrounds me Everyone I see Is out to get me
So I fall down In a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me Please give me some of it back The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you
Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign
You make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle
Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you
Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sign

I Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me While you are ripping me You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain? At least it helps my pain I am very cool now And it's gossip 'bout my fame
I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy

Counting
I came back To face what's growing in my head Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel Yes you do One day you'll beg for me
So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting
You just see me as something you throw around You were there for me
Beating down to the ground Yes it always seems You take more from me
So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting
It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun
That's my game
So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting

Dirty
Keep knocking Noones there Pouring down Near people
I'm out here By myself All alone Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside At least you can see The world through my eyes
It stays the same I just wanna laugh again
Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty
I'm out here By myself All alone Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The world through in my eyes
It stays the same I just wanna laugh again
I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck
I will take it I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see The world through my eyes It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

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