Thoughts and Reflections... 1
by ED'O - Obi1K


"You told me to smile
and I faked one time
I know that you're right
but I can't take this pain.
Smile if you fear
smile if you're sad
smile if the clouds
are darkening your head.
I know I must learn
to smile again
but if you smile at me
I will smile at the world!"

   
Just need affection, nothing more... nothing less!

smile... though your heart is aching!

"What's going on?
What's wrong with me?
Confusion is filling the side of my being.
I open my eyes ,
I set my mind free
but people don't love me, they get scared of me.
So I take a mirror and look straight in mine
and I see a monster...
What's happened to me?
I don't recognize me,
I wonder: who am I?
I need to be loved, I need to be safe
I fear of my shadow, I fear of my face.
"You're ugly " they tell me,
that's for they escape.
But my heart is the same and throbbs in the sky.
It just wants to be accepted, doesn't ask for the grace.
So, don't hate me, I beg you.
Don't throw me away.
Don't neglect my needs
because of my face."




Remember always... there's a heart behind the mask!



"I'm not a poet, I'm not a writer
I am just trying to express my thoughts.
It's hard to say that I'm only human
for you don't see me as a human being.
I feel affection, you feel compassion
but my heart is not a place filled with stones.
I said I love you, you said I love you too
but the meaning you meant sounded like
"I thank you but I can't love you
the way you do!"




Just tell the truth... it's less painful than lies!

Never say "I love you" if you don't really mean it.
A simple "thank you" means more than
thousand "I love yous" without a meaning"!"


         

"Last night I dreamt and Angel who sang
using a voice that I have never heard.
It sounded like ringing the bells of the sky.
It sounded like hearing the laughter of a child.
He spreaded a light that sparkled the night.
He shined the never with meaning of life.
I don't know why I did, I don't know why I dreamt
of an Angel of Light on a starry night....
But now I think I got, I found the real answer
the Angel was your heart that called my name."


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