- I woke up at seven and my body was
vibrating
I was wrapped up in a blanket
I was grey
damp and sore
the bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
(like I think I'm at the racing
like the night before)
I remember one girl standing
one was sitting on the ground
one was holding me up
the other pulling me down
and I couldn't decide which one was real
because there wasn't a sound
(like I was pregnant again...)
"don't move don't blink don't even breathe" she said
"or the photograph will spoil
and cut you off at the head"
so I was sucking
I was suncking like a fat lady would
but I couldn't hold it down another second
"don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said
"or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"
so I was sweating
I was sweating like a fat lady would
and I woke up
with a man inside my mouth
(this won't hurt at all)